You’re young. Experience life. Stay up late looking at the stars questioning your existence, smoke too many cigarettes, jump into the unknown, take road trips across the country, find good pure-genuine music, party like a fucking rockstar in the 80’s, be selfish and for God sake love and have your heart broken. Find yourself, whether it’s in the music or your last string of menthol’s, find your fucking self and owe no one ANY explanation or answer for your method to a happy life.
I really do miss you. I get really sad and lonely. Memories will always be there. But I’m still happy. I’m still living my life and enjoying everything life has in store for me. I have learned to never let anyone have control over my feelings because regardless if you’re my soul mate I’m the only one that can make myself happy. Inner happiness and peace is more important. I am becoming a better woman for myself and my future self. Thank you for teaching me a lot about myself. It’s time to be a free spirit. Love yourself for you. You are all beautiful.